Arghhhh!

I wonder what's wrong but I just can't access this on my pc!

I give up! Shall try again another day....

Goodnight world....

Changes.... Disappointment...

Feeling really shitty right now.... Boss just announced some new changes in the staff assignments... Sigh... Again felt what it really meant by being a '2nd degree citizen'... It really makes me wonder why I joined here in the first place... I guess I was really too naive... To think that I could fit in and work on level with them... But boy, was I wrong... It just doesn't work that way. Eventually, they still win... I've expressed my wishes so many times and yet it had been ignored... They still win and get all the advantages... Perhaps, no matter how unwillingly, it might really is the time to move on...

ただいま！

It's really been a while... My first post using iPhone... Hope that with this app, I'll be back more often!!!

Back Again...

Wow, been trying so hard to log in! Almost forgot how to.... But well,I guess I will try to come in more often from now on!

Stress...

It's only been a few days but it has started to take a toil on me... My throat is rough.... sore throat coming... Gastric threatening... Urge to smoke is back.

It has been a long while since I touch the sticks but I seriously need one now...

And my concentration at work is going way downhill....

Arghhhh.... Shit....

Exhausted...

It's been really a long time since I came here... It's a wonder they have not removed this space yet.

Maybe no one is following this page anymore but it doesn't matter. I need to let it out somewhere...

Feeling really really exhausted. 5 years later, I have to go through the same thing all over again. I have to put up a false strong front but internally, I'm really bleeding big time.

Why must you do that again? Do you think for your own satisfaction and enjoyment we need to bear these? I'm really really tired. But I just can't cry.

I need to get away... RIGHT NOW....

Shoo! Cobwebs Shoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know I know... I've neglected this 2nd home of mine for a while.... Here to shoo the cobwebs away...

Ok, some updates.

I'm finally going to Bali this coming Friday!!!! BUT... Yes, everything comes with a big fat 'but'... I sprained my ankle (the right one this time round) just 2 days ago... I forgot I was wearing platform shoes and I went for a mini sprint from the breadshop back to my office (which is less than 1 min away)... And the unspeakable happened...

I seriously need to learn that I'm a gal and stop being so 'in a rush'... Sigh... And not to forget that I'm not in flats or slippers or sandals or flipflops everytime...

Just 1 consolation is that I can wear flipflop the whole day!!!! Sigh...

Ok Ok.. Time to stop all these illegal acts and back to work...

Sue and Linda, if you are reading this, I MISS U GUYS LOADS!!!!!!! I really need to re-org my time and fix a dinner date with u guys!!!!!!!